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--caroline

2-2-06 edit : it's Vi.  lol i'm here everyday! i just... don't have the time to update. -_- too many thingsss

love quotes

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heart break quotes

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 believed you when you said

i know there will be a day
when you'll become a faded memory
there will be a day
when we won't talk anymore
but there will never be a day
that i'll stop loving you


::*it's like you break my heart..but i still love you with all the pieces*::


i could go on&on about how much of a jerk
you are &how i hate you.. but at the end of the day
when my head hit's the pilliow &i'm saying my
prayers, you can bet your last dime that i'll still
thank God that you're in my life [<33]

No love can hurt as much as the love that can never be. And, no thoughts can hurt as much as the thoughts of a love that could have been.

It's like my mind knows what's right
But my heart is being retarted, and still cares

The weatherman says blue skys.
but it's raining
Like the clouds all decided to cry.



hello
welcome to broken
hearted airlines
thank you for crashing and
burning with us today


when you cant stop smiling after you talk to him and you still get butterflies in your stomach and that huge smile across your face every time you see him,that lets you know he will always mean~-*something to you*-~

Well I opened my heart, and I let you in
I promised I'd never love again
And still doing what I'd said I'd do
Someday i might get over you.

there`s always gonna be that thing you hate
but can`t change. that one mistake you can`t
take back and the one memory you would
do anything to have again...
Allshewants is. .

someone who really cares..because

shes a little girl with her [hopes] too high..</3

BECAUSEUNLiiKEYOU
I MEANT EVERYTHING THAT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH

You're easy on the eyes
Hard on the heart
You look so good
But the way things look
Ain't the way they are

i'm always assuming the worst
but you're going on none the less
there's no need to test my heart
with useless space
these roads go on forever
there'll always be a place
for you in my heart
so i'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better then waiting
and pushing you far away
cause i'm scared
so i'll take my chances
and head on my way up there
cause turning to you is like
falling in love when you're ten-
useless and disapointing

i wanna run with the
reckless emotion
find out if Love
is the size of an ocean
even if i crash down[&] burn out
at least ill know what its like to feel alive



It's never easy to see the sun when you're locked up in this pretty plaster cage. So she says she'd love to feel alive again but this loneliness neccessites her void. And i tell her son't stop trying to be the one becuase one day it won't matter who you are. Shes had enought of being down and it seems that everything that shes heard. It's everything that makes her cry and it's just about time to get this right becaus i dont know if its all about a drink tonight. And i've been thinking baby that you're out of your mind. So now its midnight and she leans against the wind. She finds it cold and comftorble in this bold and daring glow. Yeah, we all know to pass the time. We pass arounf a few stares and wonder who we are. I think she's better off this way.

you've won the role
and played your part
you've veen corduially invited
to witness the beating of my heart

and i've been dying to know
who's your heart beating for?

Sometimes i can't believe my eyes. I want to stare up and get lost in the city light. Because i've had enough and this is the end. And now i understand, that a heart breaks it does not bend.

Holding on to broken hearts, memories are what's left of us. You're trying to hard to be my friend. And i'm placing all out pictures in these broken frames to remind me, never fall in love again

I can't tell you how much i'd love to take back every word i said. You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then. And I'm so sorry dear. I mist excape before you suffocate me. So i waited patiently as long as i could, fought so hard for a boy that i loved, but who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew

Look in my eyes. If you think that i'll let you go, your out of your mind.


i always knew looking back
on the tears would make me laugh
but i never thought that looking back
on the laughs would make me cry

dont kid yourself babe.
this boy loves you in a way
he's not ready to deal with. 

we`re not even a couple, and you
already broke my heart. that says
a lot `'about { * how much * } you
mean to me, & how much i mean
to you, doesn`t it..?

I predict that our love will last
because we made it through a
hell of a past.. <3

piece by piece and bit by bit,
i`ll break this down for you real
slow. but i can`t whisper all of
this, and i can`t seem to let this go

she will chase you around for awhile
       but there's going to be a day when
             she's going to stop running in circles
                    around you .. she's going to get over
                        you && at that very moment, you're ;;
                             going to wish you had let her catch you

I'm finding out how hot an old flame can burn.
 You're a feeling I haven't forgot, the love I can't unlearn.
  You've become a memory I can't live without.
   You'll always be a fire

     //*I can't put out*//

Its funny to think that after cryin for two hours straight,
scratchin your name out of 10 differnt notebooks,
rippin up your pictures & notes,
deleting your screen name from my buddy list,
& blocking your phone number..
that im still in love with you..

Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas
in little kids's heads that every girl has a prince
& everything ends up happily ever after..

when you think about him and start to smile, and when you pass him in the halls and your stomach gets that feeling, and your heart beats 100x faster.. and you smile without even knowing it. that means there is something, don't give up

Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?

This is why I didnt want to fall again. I didn't want another dissapointment, I didn't want to get my hopes up, I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to lie, but it looks like I've fallen again.

I know there's still something between us. I know you feel it too. Don't deny it; when you do, it hurts.

dont want to like him anymore and i just can't, im obviously not good enough and im not going to sit around and wait until my chance.. until im good enough for him.. so im just over him. but theres seriously something about him that makes me like him so much.. since i met him, there was something about him that makes me go absolutely crazy over him

they ignore each other && look the other way. but deep down inside they both knew it wasn’t supposed to end this way

don't fall for someone that won't be there to catch you

Don't say you love me unless it's true because I might do something stupid like believe you

"Im hopelessly hopeful, that you're just hopeless enough, but we never had it all." -Fall Out Boy

Your lines were cheap; So I bought every word.

Little did I know that you were just another dead end road. Paved with pretty lies and broken dreams

you've got me down on my knees
and I proclaim
All hail the Heartbreaker

"Everything is as it has always been.
This never happened.
Don't take it so bad it is nothing you did.
It's just once something dies you can't make it live.
You are a beautiful boy.
You're a sweet little kid but I am a woman."
-Bright Eyes

But when I say let's keep in touch,
I really mean I wish that you'd grow up.
This is the first song for your mix tape.
It's short just like your temper,
But somewhat golden like the afternoons
We used to spend before you got too cool.
-Brand New

You write such pretty words But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."
-Bright Eyes

my heart can't possibly break, if it wasn't even whole to start with - - Kelly Clarkson

Falling in love isn't painful, it only hurts when you hit the ground becuase they didn't catch you

"A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that's why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch u pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
Now I have to rely on my friends
To get me out of this dark hole that never ends"
"but now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun, even if it's alone"
-the format

"I donìt want to be a chump
You think Iìm a fascist pig.
Right now everything is black.
I donìt think weìll ever give."
-Weezer

if you think your in love,
run your head INTO A BRICK WALL
it will hurt less in the end ♥♥♥

This is where i say i`ve had enough...
No one should ever feel the way i feel now
A walking open wound.
A trophy display of bruises.
And I dont believe that Im getting any better.
-Dashboard Confessional

&& I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
because without you all I'm going to be is
incomplete."

you gave me reasons to hate you, the only thing i hate. . . is that i hate nothing about you.

i`ve Fooled myself for a Little While. thinking everything is
okay trying to Hide it with a Smile. im trying to act like it`s
all a Dream... but Everything starts to Fade..and this is all
more Real than it seems yeah i`m Tryin my Hardest to
keep everything Okay. but this is Life & You don`t always
get your Way. even if i go to Sleep with Tears streaming
down my Cheeks at Night i know Life is Tough..but it`s alright.

i dont consider this a mistake.
i just wish the story didnt end this way.
cause im still in love with the person who helped me write it.

Well she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor,
Just for the attention.
-Panic! at the disco

Sick and tired of falling for guys who dont fall back

Where's the good in Goodbye...

wanna know something? the time i was with you was the happiest i`ve been in a long time. that`s part of the reason it`s so hard to get over you && move on, `cause you were such a significant part of my life, and the thought of losing you killed me. now, i feel like i`m never going to be happy again. at least, not as happy as i was with you. to tell you the truth, i would give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again. ♥♥♥ When I see you with her it brings tears to my eyes. I always thought you'd be right here by my side. Through thick and thin, helping each other out. I thought we were in love, without a doubt, but now that you are gone, I realize it must not be true because you are with her && I must be old news sticks and stones may break my bones, and tear my world apart--but no one will ever hurt me more than you, because you already broke my heart♥

how can you just walk on by without one tear in your eye don`t you have the slightest feelings left for me...

he ( j o k e s ), he ( p l a y s ), he ( l o v e s ) and he ( w a v e s ).
he says he ( l o v e s ) me… but not ( t o d a y )…
( t o d a y ) is the day our ( l o v e ) came to an ( e n d )
so ( f u c k ) that boy...where’s his ( f r i e n d )?

Why is it when I tell you I love you,You push my feelings aside. And pretend they aren't there? -by Casie(KC) I made you my world,you made me nothing. There hasn't been a day that had gone by where you haven't crossed my mind. You bring joy to my life, I bring you a headache. I look at you with compassion.You look at me with unsatsifaction. I try and please you and in the end I fail. There is nothing I can do to make this a happy fairytale.I think of you a tear falls from my eye. I try to share my feelings with you and in the end I cry. You look at me and ask me whats wrong I give you a cold stare and walk on.I love you with all my heart and soul, I don't think you'll ever understand what you do to me. I enjoy having you around and seeing you smile, but when you turn your back and talk to your friends And act as if I'm pretend. It tears my heart in two. I swear to this day,you'll never love me as much as I love you.
-Casie(KC)

I sit & wonder why I gave you my heart to you.
When all you do is play games and fool.
I love you tender, you love me none.
So give me back my heart and all is done.
But you wont, so when you do return it to me it'll be fallen and broken apart.

-Casie (KC)

Wake me up from this nightmare,
Hows your life?
Whats it like there?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
Or how things used to be?

Love never wanted me.
but i took it anyway.

I'll wait untill tomarrow.
Maybe you'll feel better then.
Maybe we'll be better then.
So whats another day? When I cant bare these nights with thoughts of going on without you..
This mood of yours is temporary.
It seems (w.o.r.t.h.t.h.e.w.a.i.t.) to see you smiles again..

So dont explain..
'cause I know exactly what your gonna say..
Big words.
Recycled phrases. and the bitter sweet taste of other boys on your lips.

she says all the right things, at the wrong time
all i want is you to be mine.

i wish* i could go back to the very 1st day i saw [ you ]
should've made my -move- when you looked into my *eyes*
cuz by now, i know that you'd feel the *x-act way that i do
and i'd whisper these .words. as you ly here by my ( side ) .
.. i love [ you * ]
please say you love me too
these .t h r e e. words
they could change our lives - f o r e v e r -
and i promise you that we will ( always ) be together
- t i l l t h e e n d o f t i m e -

My eyes are sore from crying My heart, broken in two To find a boy just like him Your chances are so few I long to hear his voice again I need to feel his touch His gentle lips on mine again Is what I miss so much

"Oh and i don’t know
I don’t know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster"
- kelly clarkson

"it's such a beautiful day to be sad
it's better to stay in bed
with the cold old covers"- hey mercedes

"I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me."- acceptance

"i used to think u cared. maybe i didnt even know you. maybe you were just a dream. a disney fairytale. one that ends in happiy ever after"
-Val

you said you'd never let go... you lied

Theres just somthin about your first true love that u will never forget maybe its the way they made u feel, or the memories u share or how much u loved them the first time you saw them so hey im jus here reminding u baby dont forget about us..

Here's my story:: I'll give it to you old school...I like him && he likes her

I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

i'm diving in this river
& I'm f.i.s.h.i.n.g out my ♥
i'm never gonna let you get your hands on this again.

I hate u so much but i would take u back in a (((h..e..a..r..t..b..e..a..t)))

sometimes I wonder if i'm better off alone

it seems like that you only want me when you can't have me, you like the chase && that's all. so you know what, you can have it

my "knight in shining armor" turned out to be nothing more than a loser in aluminum foil.

and he's holding on my heart like a hand grenade

sometimes i wonder if we'll ever get back together, then i realize we'll never be truely over because in a way it hasnt changed & in others it has, it's not that we arent meant for eachother i just think we're not ready for
f 0 r e v e r

don't you see, don't you see that the charade is over.. && all the best deceptions && clever cover story awards.. Go to you. so kiss me hard because this will be the last time that i let you ..you will be back someday && this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away. <|3
-Dashboard Confessionals

a broken heart always hurts..
but it`s the [ MeMoRiEs ] that kiLl yoUu <|3

if tears ment you were pretty,
than i'd be beautiful.

How come you have enought time to go out and make other people fall in love with you but you dont have enough time to pay attention to the one whole already does

[ i love you. ] is eight letters;; so is [ bullshit ]

She closes her eyes,
as her makeup runs ..
He got the best of her

How can you make me smile by just standing next to me
yet make me cry myself to sleep every night?

stop expecting change,
he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
take a look around, you could have anyone
so leave undeserving him.

rip my jeans not my heart. ♥♥♥ theres more rips in my heart then my jeans ♥♥♥

I'm all by myself now.
I no longer have anything
to look forward to.
&& everytime the phone rings,
my heart skips a beat...
only to realize that he's
never going to call.

SO LIE TO ME
&& tell me how you've changed
then sweet talk to me
with all those beautiful promises
you know I love to hear

so don't go worrying about me - it's not like i think about you CONSTANTLY. okay .. so maybe i do. but that shouldn't affect your life anymore.. i knew it from the moment you walked thru the door that i'd let you get the best of me & there was absolutely nothing i could do.
&& just so you know
the next love letter i send you is a bullet
and i hope you take it to heart♥

Smile, even though your heart is breaking.

she saysfeel like I'm just sitting here wasting my days away.
s time to move on baby doll.
and walk away just like you did before...
when you wanted more.

so go ahead and take a picture and hang it up so you can tear me down

you were my compass leading me to no where f a s t
promises were l o n e l y roads
i followed you like a m a p

i gave you all of my heart
and you left it there to bleed
its funny how you are still the one i need

iVE BEEN HiT WHERE iT HURTS THE M0ST..
SURE GUYS HAVE BALLS;; BUT GiRLS HAVE HEARTS

so wear me like a locket around your throat..
i'll weigh you down.. i'll watch you choke.
you look so good in blue.
Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner -- [Fall Out Boy]

you know it's time to move on when that fairy tale you once knew is gone.. </3  

Friends / backstabbers

bitch please. gimme a fuckin break

Have you ever thought there always gonna be middle school drama and your friends will end up hurting you. Have you ever wondered who your real friends are? Have you ever lied to one of your best friends for THEIR OWN GOOD? This is all part of being a teenager.

fun times - making rhymes
long talks - mile-long walks
party niights` - cake fights
dance routines - funny dreams
up all night - because of fright
xo xo xo until the end ox ox ox
w e` l l b e b e s t f r i e n d s


At some point in time, girls will stop being friends
and become sistaz

our jokes = best memories

Some friends are like pennies
........two-faced and worthless

And the closest I've ever came to death...
Is laughing till I can't breathe with my best friend

You're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us

100 memories, 200 jokes, 300 great times, 400 secrets, 1 reason...
BEST FRIENDS

k0d*ak d0n*t have en0ugh m0mentz*
*t0 kapture all tha tr0uble we cauze*
BeSt FrIeNDs FoReVvErr-->

Friends are forever...
Guys are whatever...
When worst comes to worst...
My girls come first!

I'll always be beside you until the very end,
wiping all your tears away, being your best friend.
I'll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do,
and if you cry a single tear I promise you I'll cry too

your only as strong as the alcohol you drink, the tables you dance on, & the friends that you hold onto<3

IT'S THAT UP ALL NIGHT, ALL THE TIME girl talk* NEVER FIGHT pinkie promise GUARANTEE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER KINDA THING
I do have a safety net ; my friends. Sure,
they're frustrating & annoying sometimes, but
i don't know what i'd do without them.. <3

"Only your real friends tell you when your face is dirty" Old sicillian proverb.

Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything.

Friend's are the ones that bail you out of jail, best friends are the ones sitting next to you in the cell saying "DAMN WE FUDGED UP"

A friend is someone that helps you when you fall, a best friend is the one laughing their booty off because they tripped you in the first place.

Remember I will be there
when your life goes hectic & wrong
I'm always here to help you
I've been here all along..

heres to the nights that turned into mornings
and the friend's that turned into family

best memories, best times, best friends <3

it`s those days where we sit around && do nothing. it`s the moments we laugh so hard, we cry. it`s the way we look at eachother && know what`s going on through each other`s head it`s those stupid pictures && the jokes. those are the reasons we`re best friends

Till my very last breath, CrAzY days, screwed up nights, tons of crushes and stupid fights, secrets we'll take to the grave, pictures we'll forever save, through thick and thin, always TRUE, i dunno where i'd be without you

when your life falls apart always remember
that i will be the one who will stay to help
you pick the pieces up && when the rest
of the world walks out on you remember
not to close the door because i am the one who
will be walking in to help you through it all .

text messages are better then linking fingers with somebody elses..cute
shirts && shoes are more important than worrying about your heart being
broken..because my girls come before any guy

AN ENEMY STABS YOU iN THE FRONT..
A FRiEND STAbS YOU iN THE BACK..
A BOiFREND STABS YOU iN THE HEART..
BUT A BEST FRiEND CARRiES NO KNiFE...

afraid confused

×--» its very difficult to try and move on..

when your in my way «--×

..sometimes you will f.o.r.g.i.v.e someone simply becus you still

want them in your Life

Not All Scars Show*

*Not All Wounds Heal*

*Sometimes You Can't Always See*

*The Pain Someone Feels*

wHen i pushh you . a . w . a . y . thats when i need you [[ the most ]]

``iLl be jUst fiNe``

``pReTeNdIng iM nOt``

``iM fAr fRoM lOnLeY``

``n ItS aLl tHAt iVe gOt``

[[.s.m.i.l.e. its easier then explaining why ur ::]]

a r e . y o u . m e | d o . y o u . k n o w . m e ? ? | n o | s o . d o n t . s a y . y o u . u n d e r s t a n d .| i t . d o e s n t . h e l p | 

.::eveRytHiNg iS 0Kay .iN tHa eNd. `nD iF ItS n0t 0Kay. tHeN `iTs` :n0t: tHa eNd::.

 and the«t r u t h»is you could ::slit:: my throat and with my 0ne last gasping breath I`d apologize for bleeding on Y0UR shirt

little did i kno u were just another dead end road paved with pretty lies and broken dreamz

But what you have to realize is that if God had intended you two to be together, He will find a way. But if you two don't end up together..that just means there is someone out there who is more perfect waiting for you.

I mean, look I don't know if anything is going to happen with us, again.
Ever. But I don't want to know that it..it never could.
* FRIENDS ; Ross *


lay off
you don't understand how much i've already tried to let him go

why do you do this?
can't you see you are driving me insane
i love you but you need to come to your sences
is it or is it not love

Ya know, people just don't get it. In fact, I don't even get it anymore..Ever since we met, we've always been really close ;; closer than close. We were best friends, but it seemed like there was somthing there. We were always together, always smiling. Everything in the world seemed to suddenly make sense when you were right there beside me. I felt it, did you not? Everyone else saw it, they even talked about it to me. Did they not to you? all i ever heard was 'gosh you guys are perfect..when are you going to go out?' or 'what are you guys trying to pull? The longest 'will they, wont they' relationship in the history of the world?' All those times we spent together just holding each other? Did they mean nothing to you? I don't know, maybe i'm crazy, maybe i'm blind for ever even imagining us being together. Am i?

well what am i supposed to think? you're like the king of mixed signals. One day you cant stand me. the next you cant get enough of me.

they'll look at each other,
exchanging glances,
but not talk to one another
because they're afraid of taking chances..

Every time I work up the courage to talk to you...
I see your face and remember how much you mean to me...
& how one wrong word could ruin any chance of being w/ you.

Why do you have to be soo confusing...
Just when I think I've figured you out...
You'll do something completely different...

"Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well."-Imogen Heap

Should I smile because we're friends? Or cry because that's all we'll ever be?

one day you treat me like i'm your princess, the next i'm just another girl... then i see you "flirting" with another girl. then its all me again. do you really think i can interpret what you're trying to say?

Isn't it ironic how the one person you wish you could forget is the only person you can't get out of your head.

Sometimes I catch myself staring at the ceiling wondering if I'm the only one dealing with these feelings.

Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other. We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other. And I believe that we secretly love each other. But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't?

For the past hour
I`ve been sitting here
typing;backspacing;writing && erasing.
editing;revising; && scratching.
I just want you to know --
spilling your heart out isnt easy

When you're all alone,
And you need a friend,
Someone to help you to the end,
When you need someone to ((c.a.t.c.h)) you
When you f a l l,
I'll be there through it all.

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